hello hello,

why do i always have so much to do on mondays?! i always feel overwhelmed on mondays!

went to my favorite coffee house this morning. it's called kona coffee and it's the anti-starbucks- family owned, fresh baked pastries, cozy tables and atmosphere. at the bottom of the menu, it reads "EXTRAS: love...cost: free" so cute, right? it's one of my favorite places to go to near our place and i will be sad when we move away from it.

i hate moving! well, this time, we won't be moving too far. just one city over, but it's far away enough that i will most likely have to "learn" another area...oh dear, here we go again!

i'm thinking of telling the agent to put an offer on a house today. it's an older home (like most homes in granite bay) and i'm so worried about the whole renovating process...never done that before! i just want to get something, renovate and be in by summer. i'm anticipating the next few months will be so hectic. oh crap!! i am stressing out over here. jason's at work today and, seriously, i feel like he is so hands off with this house hunting process. he is like, "call the agent today and tell him what you want to do." WHAT?! so the ball is in my court?! i can't handle the stress here. it's such a big decision and i have no family here to help me with this decision. what to do? what to do? i'm just sitting here wondering if i will make the right decision.