so sad but i think i'm pretty much done with this blog! boo-hoo. i will cry about it later.
i just don't have anything interesting to write in here anymore. (but...did i ever?! haha)
my new thing is instagram and i love seeing everyone's pictures on that.
so good bye, my peeps! it's been a fun 10 years!
think i will sign off with one last story:
i felt like i should be a good mommy one day. so i turned to chase, who happened to be the closest child to me, and i said, "chase. you know, you can be anything you want to be. you can follow all your dreams." he said, "no mommy. i don't want to." i asked him why and he said, "well, some of my dreams are nightmares and i don't really want to follow those." :)
love kids. love my boys. love being a mommy.
sometimes, i have times of major guilt. i wish i could be a better mom. wish i could do more with my time and give my boys a perfect life.
but there is no such thing as a perfect life, right, boys? everyone, i mean, everyone will live this roller coaster of highs and lows, and hope that they have more highs than lows.
so, one last note for my boys. well, you know this already, but you are the best things that have ever happened to me. i love you more than than anything in this world.
:) smile and know that you are loved.