is this really going to happen?

this whole time, i've been pretty numb about the whole thing. but as i cleaned up for "school" to start, it hit me. if this happens, what am i going to do?  what if we move and we hate it there. what if i don't meet any new friends? it's so far from here...what am i going to do?

i'm going to miss it here so much. i'm going to miss everyone. tears....