I am soooo mad at myself right now. It is almost midnight and I did something totally rash without thinking of how crummy it would make me feel. Damn it. I wish I just slept on it for one night. It's really no big deal. Don't ask me what it is because I'm so embarrassed I won't share, but DAMN, I am really, really, really mad at myself right now.....feel like crying, screaming, shaking Jason up, something. I haven't felt this bad in awhile. Hopefully, it's just hormones or something but I just feel like crap. Gotta go to sleep. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow morning. :(