What is going on here? It is 3:33 AM and Chase won't go back to sleep. The only reason I could think of for this is that he might be hungry since he wouldn't eat dinner tonight and I didn't force it on him. Maybe from now on, I will!

This past weekend, Jason and I took Tyler to watch Speed Racer while Chase stayed at home with my in-laws. I wasn't expecting much out of the film. Actually, I didn't know anything about it at all (didn't even know Korean singer, Rain, was in it!)expect that it was a movie about racing. I was pleasantly surprised that I liked it! I came home to read some reviews and the critics mostly hated it. What is up with me always disagreeing with movie critics? I don't know what they want...meaning, profound message? They want movies like The Piano, and I just want to be entertained!

Last week, I had somewhat of an awkward conversation with someone. I was telling this person that there is website that I stalk. I have no idea how I found this site...probably by stalking other people first...haha. Well, the family has the cutest little girl who is a model. She's been in magazines and books and stuff so I find her young life interesting. Anyways, so I was telling this person about this site. And then, she started going off about blogs in a negative way, something along the lines of, "Well, if her parents want to parade her like that, and show the world 'look at our life' and 'look at the stuff that we own and do'. It's all very conceited." I didn't know what to say, since I have a blog! Then, she stopped herself and said, "Don't tell me you have a website" to which I replied that I did and she quickly changed the subject. Talk about awkward!

One thing that Jason and I are planning to do this summer is take the boys camping! Well, to prepare ourselves for a camp in a "real" place, I signed Jason and Tyler to a camp out in Irvine for a test run. Yes, in Irvine! I found this in the city's recreational program. I guess families bring tents and sleeping bags and food to the outskirts of Irvine and "camp" for the night. So anyways, I thought it was this past weekend and we went to Costco to get a tent, sleeping bags, insect repellent, etc. We came home and I packed food, clothes, toiletries, etc for them. The car was packed and they were ready for their adventure! Just before they were to leave, Jason called the lady in charge to find out if the roads would be closed after 10 PM just in case he got called in from work and the lady said the camp out was the following weekend!! Thank God he called before heading out! Oh my, sometimes, my head is in the clouds. Tyler was disappointed so Jason pitched the tent (chuckles) in the backyard and they actually slept outside on Saturday.

My Tyler will be going to school full time starting July. That is 9:00-3:00 Monday thru Friday. I have mixed emotions about this. Sometimes, I think that is too much for a three year old! I mean, come on now, that is like a full time job. But other times, I think he is ready. I try my hardest to plan educational things for him at home but sometimes, Chase has to come first and I can't do all the things I wish I could do with Tyler. I always go to sleep and ask myself, "Did Tyler get to do something out of the norm today? Did he learn something? Did he have an educational experience of any sorts?" and if the answer is no, I feel so darn guilty. So maybe going to school everyday won't be so bad.

Our anniversary is coming up! May 29th. I don't expect much. I married the most unromantic man alive! I don't know, most girls would be sad by this, I mean, by the fact that their husbands are unromantic, but really, I say I care but I don't. How do I know this? Well, first of all, Jason is who I married and I knew this about him before we got married so I obviously didn't care too much about that! I've dated guys who tried to be super romantic and I would just roll my eyes (on the inside) when they would do cute stuff they thought I would like. I would seriously want to barf. I hate it when guys do cute stuff or go too out of their way to plan something. Bake me a a cake? Gross! Make me a homemade card? Yeech! Decorate my place with balloons? Yuck, that is so girly! Not manly at all! I don't know, maybe I need some therapy to figure out why I am the way I am because I am sure most girls are not like me. I'll do a long post later why Jason is the perfect man for me. (Maybe I'll post that on our anniversary! Stay tuned!) And don't think I'll be writing that for Jason's eyes because he doesn't do cute stuff like read this site and leave me comments! :)

Katie's birthday is today! Happy Birthday to my sweet girl. Auntie loves you!